HOW TO HAVE A GREAT STAYCATION

staycation (noun): a holiday spent in one’s home country rather than abroad, or one spent at home and involving day trips to local attractions.
 
Here’s my tip:
 
Clear out your day to have as little requirements of yourself as possible using the three D’s – Delegate (for someone else to do for you), delay (until tomorrow or another day) or delete. Then start your day with an activity that will allow you to get out of your head and into your body so as you can listen and act upon your intuition the whole day. I’ve done this personally a few times and ended up having some divine bewitchful days.

*this tip was submitted to be part an article on MyDeal.com.au 

MONEY. MEN. PLEASURE. PLAY.

Hello Monday 🌟🔥😃💖 .. what the hell has the rest of the week going to surprise me with ?!
 
MONEY 💰
 
Thanks to my human/victim not being heard, healed and released she was fucking with my abundance.
 
I am in love and appreciation that I earned enough to “get by” last week (a few debts didn’t get paid due to how I had earned so little that week)… by today all my accounts were starting to look bleak.
 
MEN. 🚹
 
Specifically one man in my life … triggered my victim. Interesting how I had been doing the chasing for months … interesting that I felt like I couldn’t get any of my needs met either by myself and or OTHER men.
 
Interesting I felt afraid to let him go … afraid I wouldn’t attract another or better or whatever relationship …
 
PLEASURE 💋 & PLAY 🌟
 
This is more than about sex. Sex is part of this equation however not the whole picture.
 
As much as I thought I was enjoying both of these in my life .. I wasn’t … especially how my last orgasm was .. well … on Tuesday. (Personally I love orgasms and having only one per week is a symptom – I prefer to have at minimum 3 per week. Considering all the different types, variety and intensities – it’s actually great for me to keep me connected/grounded/in flow.)
 
💥🔥💥
 
AS SOON AS I let my (inner) victim to be heard & witnessed .. allowed her to speak both words and energetically … she disappeared !
 
She got what she wanted … and I said to her:
 
Yes and now it is time for you to go. 👋🏼
 
(I used my own mix of doing an aspecting process, journalling exercise and turning triggers to treasure process.)
 
Im Sorry. Please Forgive Me. I Love You. Thank You.
 
💰💰💰 MONEY
 
After releasing my victim I let my inner masculine take charge … he sent off two invoices for dog walking that were due … he checked emails to find out there was a tantra client booking request for yesterday I missed 😳 (as I was too busy denying my victim to be released) …
 
And my inner feminine was busy sending out requests to the universe and listening to the intuitive guidance …
 
Thanks to her magick …
 
🚹 MEN !!
 
She helped me attract a tantra client for today!
 
I also feel finally ready to do something I had stopped myself from diving into because of fear — TINDER
 
Yes I am a TINDER virgin.
 
Also an old playmate has become a possibility 😜💋 as I realise now thanks to Ej Lorna Kristie and a few other women … I *can* attract the men I desire and require.
 
(and yes I will also be available for the other gender identities as I’ve recently become pansexual due to my Tantra work)
 
I also realised I am strong enough a woman to have my boundaries respected by myself. 👌🏼💕
 
( note: this is NOT an invite for you to be sleazy and send me inappropriate messages via FB. )
 
💋💥🌟 PLEASURE & PLAY
 
Thanks to some guidance from Rebecca (yet ultimately myself) … I unlocked yet another full body orgasm ..
 
This one was different tho to the one on Tuesday.
 
This one came without resistance as I was in surrender.
 
It really did feel like it started with my pussy then the energy/orgasm went all thru me.
 
I also let my pussy have a sunbathe after in thanks 💋💥🙏🏼
 
Plus I was (and still am at the time of this post) a little blissed out .. when I ate something .. I actually took pleasure in it .. experienced the food I was eating in a totally present mindful (different) way.
 
What was interesting when I was self pleasuring (more tantric type of masturbation – I used mostly breath, a little movement, touch (not necessarily on/near my pussy) and sound) … I remembered something Eyal said to me at his last workshop … and opened my eyes to “connect” with “universe” as my partner .. and I saw … a bee buzzing around (abundance totem) … a small yellow butterfly (another abundance totem) … my kitty cat who was interestingly drawn to me from wherever she was …
 
And curiously I felt “held” 🙌🏼 during it 💕
 
If you got all the way to the end – thank you 🙏🏼💕 I needed to “blog” it ❤️
 
Now time to “get my priestess on” (tantra client on his way!) 🌟💖
 
PS If you did read this all the way to the end – type the word GAZ 🐶😂

Spirit Rap Meditation by Astarius Miraculii

Spirit Rap Meditation
Copyright 2000 Astarius Miraculii
From CD Spirit Rap & the book Miraculii Song of Ascension

I Invoke, Decree and Dream Awake the full cellular ascension of my being; physical, mental, emotional, spiritual in this Now, with the full support of God/Goddess, the Ascended Master realm to include: Our Ascended Master Self, Father Saint Germain, Sananda, the Holy Mother Mary, Quan Yin / Goddess of mercy, Archangel Michael and the legions, Ashtar and the entire command, Babaji, Raphael, Gabriel, Clan of the Trumpet Angels, Aboriginal and Tribal Shamen, Goddesses of Fortune, Angels of Light, Elohim, Clan of the Serpents, Shiva, All Christ frequencies, All Animal Totems, Elementals of Fire, Air, Water and Earth, all Divine Beings of Light, Love and Ascension, named and unnamed, to activate the cells within my being who are your counterparts. With the unified power of the One, I decree my highest good always operating in this now. I decree grace and mercy always operating in this now. I Invoke decree and dream awake the full truth and reality of Ascension in this Now. I invoke and dream awake with every breath that I breathe, the violet fire, transmuting my whole being. I invoke and dream awake the full current of Ascension in every cell of my being. I AM ASCENDED!

I invoke and dream awake expanded God consciousness, fully realized in me as unlimited abundance fulfilling my every need and desire. I invoke and dream awake the ending of procrastination, tiredness, blockages, obstacles and unhealthy belief systems. I decree immediate abundance in my life. I invoke and dream awake my liberation from all karmic debt. I am Infinite Opulence. I invoke and dream awake my personal empowerment in every instant that anyone is impacted by my Being and Creations. I invoke and dream awake the Infinite empowerment of my sexual, spiritual, mental, emotional, physical and financial relationship with Life. I invoke and dream awake sacred sexuality, erotic innocence, and always express the sacredness of sexual force, for pleasure, creativity and healing. I invoke and dream awake World Universal Healing from all sexual woundedness and shame. I invoke and dream awake world wide release of all 150 manipulating forces and beings who would control humanity, past, present and future. I invoke the Angels and Ascended Masters to re-align and heal all mis-used energy, to include the full restructuring of our DNA.

I invoke and dream awake the transmutation of all negative and judgmental projections. I invoke and dream awake my constant ability to be centered and balanced in my psychic perceptions and empathic nature. All overwhelming psychic energies are released by me automatically, easily, effortlessly. I Am Empowered by Everything! I invoke and dream awake my Lucid Dreaming each night I sleep and total remembering when I awake.

I invoke and dream awake my Infinite harmony with God/Goddess I Am. I invoke and dream awake the full expression of my Miraculous Healing Power. My Life is a continuous stream of Miracles. I invoke and dream awake my Infinite ability and willingness to receive all Life’s Blessings. I invoke and dream awake a constant attitude of Gratitude for my whole life, all my Accomplishments and Blessings, including the same for the Universe at Large. I invoke and dream awake the full Blessings of God/Goddess, the Ascended Masters, Angels, guides and Beings of Light to Bless this Earth.

I invoke and dream awake all my Decrees, Invocations and Prayers I have released to the Universe and open myself to God’s response, support and Love in my Highest Good. I invoke and dream awake the release of all past, present and future lifetimes of decrees and vows, which would bind me to limitation, lack, density and anything not of Ascension in this now. I invoke and dream awake the full reclaiming of my Eternal Self as Powerful, Loving and fully aligned in abundant God Consciousness. I invoke and dream awake the total dissolving of all manipulating forces, which would bind this earth plane in fear. I invoke and dream awake the influence of the Ascended Master realm and Angels to intercede and raise the vibrations higher, to bring darkness into the Light, raising the frequency of Love and God Consciousness on Planet Earth in this Now.

I Invoke and Dream Awake the Ascension of Planet Earth in this Now!

New Moon Ceremony

This ceremony is an eclectic mix from various sources that I used for inspiration. It was inspired by the private New Moon Fire Ceremony I hosted last night in Palm Beach.  Feel free to do with others or by yourself .. and naturally tweak it as you see fit.

 
WELCOME
 
Ours is a circle, a circle of friendship,
and just like a circle, it goes on and on
endless, eternal, this circle of friendship;
 
— say your name and call in other people —
 
Enter our circle, for here you belong.
 
OPENING
 
God and Goddess, Guardian Angels, and Spiritual Guides
Please be present with us during this ritual
Bless this circle and keep those present protected
No unwanted entities are welcome here
Only pure, divine beings are invited into this space
 
Send to us winds of knowledge and wisdom,
From the fertile ground may we draw growth and stability,
May we ignite our spark of courage and inspiration,
May our intuition wash over us
To bless us in our circle
 
BREATHE + CONNECT + GROUND + CENTRE
 
REFLECT + INTENTION SETTING
 
Write down these words “I accept these things into my life now or something better for my highest good and for the highest good of all concerned.” or something similar at the top of your piece of paper. Below this statement, begin writing down your desires. Your list may consist of a single item or you may have several pages listing multiple items. Try not to limit yourself. If having many things in your life helps to fulfill you then don’t deny yourself wanting these things.
 
It is helpful to salt and pepper your manifest list with smaller items that will manifest quickly. You may think that smaller things are too trivial to put on your intention list… Wrong! Things that tend to manifest with less effort still deserve to be written down. Write down everything that you desire, no matter how little or simple. If it is something that makes you happy, write it down. Manifesting smaller items on our lists actually creates a steady flow of chi giving your list a boost. These smaller manifestations create movement, allowing an ebb and flow of the tides.
 
WITNESS + LET GO
 
Each woman present will stand at the fire, make the statement and then share what she feels drawn to share (keywords, what’s written or whatever) with those present. When she is ready put the paper into the fire – releasing it and letting it go.
 
CLOSING
 
God and Goddess, Guardian Angels, and Spiritual Guides
Thank You for Your presence here today
Thank You for sharing your …
deep mysteries and intuition,
inspiration and courage,
stability and growth,
wisdom and knowledge.
 
Stay if you will, go if you must,
But know that you are ever welcome in our hearts.
 
— END —
Remember to stay hydrated and to eat something healthy to assist you with grounding after the ceremony.

I would not take advice or life coaching from anyone that has not ‘been there, done it.’


The above post in full:

👩 peron on facebook: I would not take advice or life coaching from anyone that has not ‘been there, done it.’

👏✊ This is the exact reason why I’m I re-birthed Lady Vee : Bewitchful Confidence ! I *have* been there, done it.

I have been the shy wallflower at a party just eating the food so as to avoid having to talk to anyone.

I have been the stripper, title-holding showgirl, “glamour” (read: topless/nude/lingerie) model, published (nude) centerfold, xxx (agency) stripper and topless/nude waitress.

I have been “the slut” .. consequently it was also the birth of when I learned of my bi-sexuality and the fact that I do not believe in monogamous relationships.

I have done burlesque and was trained by one of the best ( Lola the Vamp ).

I have done Hens Parties when I ran a (successful at the time) “promotions and modelling” agency 😉 (read: male + female strippers and topless waiters and waitresses) where I taught lap dancing and strip-tease.

In Lady Vee : Bewitchful Confidence’s first incarnation of “StripperLike Confidence” I successfully taught a group of ladies to “be like a stripper” .. and saw the transformations that took place 😄

I’ve been there, done that in being disconnected to my body so much that I was starting to deviate into the realm of BDSM since pain was the only way I could feel ‘anything’ 😐 (this isn’t healthy for me personally – BDSM is a valid lifestyle just not for me.)

I’ve been there, done that in having my boundaries violated – multiple times in all sorts of ways.

I’ve been there, done that in distrusting men and only “using” them for sex and money and whatever I could get from them.

I’ve been there, done that in tapping into abundance only to have it not last and the story/beLIEf I had that this was true .. that it doesn’t last.

I’ve been there, done that in re-wiring my brain and re-awakening my body (all of it not just my pussy/yoni) to experience pleasure at the slightest touch. To be re-connected to my body. To “up-level” my pleasure in a way (lol!)

I’ve now been there, and still doing it: finding my TRUE purpose. finding me. being FREE of the “I am not enough-ness” .. finally really understanding without a shadow of a doubt that I am enough.

Understanding that any of my limiting beliefs are now not my own. None of the events in my life that used to hold “sway” over me no longer do .. and now I know what’s it’s like to deal with generational/biological limiting beliefs (aka “I am not enough-ness”) that I inherited biologically from my mother and father and their parents and so on.

💋🦋💞

Your soul is constantly sending you messages

These message help us on our journey through life and to help make life easier for us (as souls ONLY know ease).

The Feather – the first (gentlest) message we get

The Brick – a not so gentle reminder

The Truck – a massive shift to life

The idea of the feather, the brick and the truck is our soul’s way of delivery of the message (depending upon if our human-self is listening or ignoring)…

I got the truck on Thursday and it took me most of Friday to ‘recover’ from that head on collision with it.

“You want to know the ONLY reason you’re exhausted ? You’re living a lie.” — Lorna Johnson

.. and that is the reason why my own personal battery (which is typically usually ‘fully charged’ and why I seem to have such a ‘big personality’ online) … thanks to what I did (all the decisions I had made which resulted in everything that happened) on Thursday … I was so drained … I felt intensely disconnected from myself … I was at such a low ‘ebb’ … and it was interesting what happened to me whilst I was in that space.

I started second guessing …
I started doubting …
I felt numb (I didn’t have ‘the energy’ to ‘feel’ anything!) …
I had lost my connection to “me” …
I had ‘no voice’ …

If you have a look at my posts from yesterday I relied heavily upon other peoples’ voices to be my own voice as I felt so energetically low .. that I had ‘nothing’ … I couldn’t ‘give’ from an empty cup.

When I understood this (which I did even whilst I was ‘experiencing’ what I experienced on Thursday) … I knew I had just had a major shift …

… and here are the steps I did to regain my energy …

I threw a tantrum then I did my tantric/reiki meditation.

I sent myself a lot of love and compassion.

I never made myself wrong – it just was something that happened based upon decisions I had made earlier in the week.

I listened *AND ACTED* upon my intuition.

It told me around midday to go sit out in the sun (this time on a bean bag – no ants biting my ass!!) to just “be” .. and hang out with Marnie and Garry. I have no f-ing clue how long I was out there .. the point is .. I didn’t question it .. I did it.

FUCK DID THAT HELP RE-CHARGE ME A LOT ! It’s was like a power boost .. going from empty to half full ..

How’d I re-charge to 100% ?

I made the commitment to myself to go ahead with the FB Live Lights On And Dance event I created awhile ago whilst also eating a lot of peppermint and staying hydrated.

The dancing was me “speaking” my truth

The dancing was me being myself unapologetically.

I spelled my name with my ass on FB Live and everyone can view it….

I was having fun.

The secret to bewitchful confidence ? Switch from fear to truth.

I want to invite you to get on a call with me to talk more about what it is you want to create or expand into that you feel is the next stage of your relationship with yourself / life … (call it a child’s curiosity and wanting to connect more with the people)

Let’s chat: www.bewitchfulconfidence.today

We All Have Magick

Some people might believe in predestination (that everything has already been mapped out) … and whilst I believe some of the bigger events in our lives are indeed predestined … even some soul agreements between two souls that we each will be in each others lives for however long and reason…

There is a lot IMO where magick comes to play. (Also known to some people as manifesting.) (I personally am inclined to use the word magick to describe those moments in my life where “shit just falls into place” and I feel where the mix of my desire/intention and ‘receiving’ has brought something to reality.)

Monday 10 May was one of those magickal days.

First I have to go backwards before I can share more about today’s magick … backwards to a few days ago when I received my first complaint from a tantric revitalising erotic massage for men client ! 😞

The complaint wasn’t about the session (have never had a complaint there!). It was that we had finished earlier than was booked. This isn’t a failure on my part (I don’t believe in failure) – it was feedback. I owned where I went wrong in this: I forgot to explain to this new client at the start of the session how generally the session would flow. I forgot to explain that the shower at the end of the session – it’s just there to allow the client to wash the coconut oil off themselves and feel refreshed. I forgot to explain that I allow time at the end of every session after the shower for us to debrief.

The guy ended up leaving after the shower thus the reason the session seemed to end early.

AT THE SAME TIME… coming from a place of compassion 💕 I understood what might’ve been happening for him and why he made the complaint based upon what he spoke about with me at the start of the session.

(I also no longer allow a complaint to affect me like it used to do. Did I get angry ? Yes, I felt disrespected – how dare he, etc. The difference is now I have tools I use to allow the anger to move through me and assist me to return to my center.)

How does this relate to the magick of today ? I never made myself feel bad/wrong/shamed and used the mistake as a learning experience to benefit my sessions today.

And thanks to explaining how the session flows, I was able to have that debrief chat with both clients. This is just as important for me as it is for the clients. I’m always learning and I have an insatiable curiosity too with how the sessions benefit each person. ❤️❤️

It was also magickal as I also received a very self-loving action: I had a massage today. The painful ouchy kind – lol. 😝 I used my tantric breathwork to breathe thru the ouchy bits (where I had stored energy aka “knots” especially in my ass which doesn’t surprise me) .. thus they weren’t really that painful in the end. Afterwards I felt a bit spaced out, relaxed and blissful. It was exactly what I needed. It’s another way for me to give back to my body so as I can create magickal experiences for other people.

#BelieveInMagick